I Know How to Having Fun

Don't tell me how to having fun, I already know it.
Just walking around my way home or crank my bike in Sunday morning to see the differ on every trees, people, stores, and anything I can see.
Don't tell me how to having fun, I know it. Just walking bare foot, let my sole freely touch the grass or wet ground and let my palm feel the leaves.
Oh, don't you tell me how to having fun, don't even try. I know how to having myself fun.
Just sitting down in the cloister of my upstairs, behind the power cables. Just sitting down watching the sky and birds. Quite, peaceful, and little bit dangerous. Haha.
No, don't tell me how to having fun. I know it already. Playing music from my smart phone, then do free style dancing in front of big mirror, alone in my room. Only me dancing, music, and my reflection. And that's work my happiness successfully. Haha I call it crazy but fun.
Don't you dare tell me how to having fun. I know it. Buy ice cream on my random mood sometimes. It's enough and make me happy.
Oh, No, dude, don't tell me how to make me happy. I know it. Read again my most favorite books before bed. oh, it's more than enough.
No need to tell me how to make me happy. Do experiment with my paint and mixed any color that I want. Don't care the rule how to make 'stunning painting' or how to be an artist. I don't need that, I just want to having myself fun.
I don't need people to tell me how to having fun coz I really know it clearly.

Kau tau kenapa aku menulis doa-doa?

Tuhan, tolong disetiap hariku, ingatkan aku untuk selalu mengasah empati. Jangan biarkan hatiku tumpul melihat sodara-sodaraku yang membutuhkan uluran tangan. Tolong, ingatkan aku jika suatu hari nanti lupa dengan perasaan ini. Tegur aku, cubit lenganku, jika suatu hari aku semena-mena mengambil hak orang lain.

Jika suatu hari kesombongan menenggelamkan nuraniku, Tuhan, tolong selalu ingatkan aku bahwa aku bagian kecil dari perjalanan ruang dan waktu. Jika suatu hari keserakahan memudarkan rasa kemanusiaanku, Tuhan, tolong ingatkan aku bahwa ragaku tidak hidup selamanya dan banyak sekali yang tidak mungkin aku mengerti dan tidak semua hal mampu aku miliki.

Tuhan, jika pandanganku terhadap orang lain terbiaskan oleh hal-hal yang diluar dirinya, yang tidak terlibat dalam sisi kemanusiaanya. Tolong ingatkan aku bahwa sejatinya kita setara.

Tuhan, jika aku lupa siapa aku, tolong ingatkan. Tegur aku, sentuh hatiku. Jangan biarkan aku lupa. Tolong, teriakkan dengan lantang pada telingaku jika pada suatu hari nanti aku menyerah atas hidup; Beri kedamaian dalam hati dan pikiranku, tegarkan hatiku dan kuatkan langkahku. Terima kasih.

..... karena aku seorang pelupa.